#i'm v tired rn
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boygirls who are so so so sleepy and girlboys who are so so so tired are best friends forever and ever and ever
#chirping#i am both#it was originally#boys sleepy anf girls tired but i was like yk what. this is tumblr dot com#the weird gender website#so i'm gonna make the posy how i want#ok to rb#but i'm running off v little sleep rn so it's v possible i copied this on accident#if so i'll rb the original and turn of rbs on this#but 4 now. rb if u want#100
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I need to lay my head on the Commander's chest and give the Commander a little kissy, is that so much to ask?
#text#rambles#metal gear#mgs#metal gear solid#mgsv#mgsvtpp#metal gear solid v: the phantom pain#skull face#(I'm srry I'm a little delirious rn.)#(Listening to his heartbeat would fix me. I swear.)#(Sigh. I'm tired rn.)
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Could you please write Leona with some fearplay? Maybe mc wakes him up from a nap and he decides that eating them would be a good punishment?
Includes: soft/safe vore, fearplay, mean-ish pred
★✦Let Sleeping Lions Rest✦★
☆゚.*・。゚☆゚.*・。゚☆゚.*・。゚☆゚.*・。゚☆゚.*・。゚
You tripped over something as you were walking.
You looked back to see what it was, and-
...
Oh no.
You just tripped over Leona.
It's fine! It should be fine! Just... just as long as he... doesn't wake up...
Everything... should be... ok.
Just as long as he doesn't wake up.
You stared down at Leona, trying your hardest not to move.
...it seems like he's still asleep. Oh thank goodness...
However, just as you were about to walk away, you felt someone grab your ankle.
Aw, dammit.
"...heeyyyyyyyyyy... Leona." You nervously said. "Um... having a nice.......... nap...?"
"I was. Until you woke me up." Leona grumbled.
"Ahaha, yeah..... m-my bad." You nervously smiled. "I'll... uh, I'll be going now...!"
"No, you won't."
"What-?"
He yanked you to the ground, and then... uh oh. Oh no. Oh no no no. He just put your feet in his mouth oh no oh no no oh no...
"Ahaha, Leona, um... w-what are you doing...?" You nervously asked. "Can you l-let me go...? Maybe... ah, maybe don't try to eat me...?"
He swallowed.
"HAHA um, uh, hey, h-hey, Leona, you really don't have to do this!!" You frantically yelled.
Again, again, again, wow he is doing this surprisingly fast, even though you're about the same size as him...
"Leona! Leona stop, I'll do whatever you wa-!"
Welp, there goes your head.
Ohhhhhh no.......
"There we go. Have fun in there."
"W-WAIT, WHAT?" You yelled out in surprise and confusion.
And just like that, Leona went back to sleep.
You were kinda fearing for your life the whole time, because... you know, where you are right now.
"Oh hey. You're still alive in there?" Leona semi-jokingly asked.
"Y-yeah, um, I am...!" You said. "So...... a-are you going to... um... let me out now...?"
"Nah. Not yet at least." Leona patted his stomach. "You made for a good snack, by the way. Almost glad you disturbed my nap~"
"Ah, b-but you will be letting me out at some point, yeah?" You nervously asked.
"At some point... not sure when."
"...r-right..."
You really hope that 'some point' comes soon...
#i feel like he would tbh#and omg i'm so sorry if this isn't good i'm so fucking tired rn i'm sorry :(((#soft vore#safe vore#twst vore#twisted wonderland vore#same size vore#leona kingscholar#v.ore#v/ore
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I can only echo what snowqueen has said already; I think sometimes it's not enough to just hit a like and a reblog and that it's super important to tell people directly how much you look up to them and to express your gratitude to them for the influence they are in your life (as cheesy as it sounds lol)
You have such a gift for characterization, for expressing your characters and for showing what their emotional landscape looks like, both in art and in text. Maybe I'm reading too much into it, but as far as I can tell, there's also a lot to learn about you as a person through the way you express these emotions in your art and that is such an incredible experience
It's been seriously so enjoyable throughout the last few years to see how your art improves and how you express yourself through it
And, maybe I'm overstepping here a bit, but even if we're not close by any means, I do consider you a friend who's dear to me and I wish you the absolute best
I appreciate every single thing you've said, so thank you 😩
#Ask#annafall#would get more wordy but I'm v tired rn#like all these are really appreciated so thank you
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she glances down at her hands from above her scarf, wrapped tightly around her nose. it is a sunny yet freezing day under a clear sky. even in the centre of night city some days are not as sticky and muggy as the dense smog makes you believe. there is a small container cushioned between so mi’s palms and she quickly hides it from view when she knocks on v’s door, impatiently.
❝ open up! i have something that needs your immediate attention! ❞ while she waits, she wonders whether she should have put more effort into decorating it. although, then the highlight of the art piece might no longer be … when vince appears in the doorframe, so mi stretches out both her arms, presenting the tiniest terrarium that holds her surprise. ❝ hurry, get it inside or it might freeze to death. i think. flowers are sensitive to cold? not all of them, anyway. ❞
it is a printed model of a yellow zinnia. not the real thing, unfortunately, as these are hard to come by, cost a fortune and would be less personal than the handcrafted version ❝ i was bored the other day and got a little too invested in the meaning of flowers. it represents great memories. good times ─ and i thought of you, so… ❞
Told to hurry, yet he remains rooted to the ground for perhaps a second too long. A second too long, that is, for his surprise to appear just that — and if he isn't careful, V thinks to himself, it might be misconstrued as disapproval, or some other sense of displeasure.
But something so far from it is stumbling its way through his mind now.
As a cloud forms around the current of his exhale, the cold threatens to creep even farther into the trailer he'd arranged for himself on the fringes of the city; the very same one they spent a night stargazing on top of. One of those two dingy, plastic chairs they'd used has already turned to scrap, one of its brittle legs having snapped under V's weight a few days later.
So Mi doesn't know it yet, but he's since gotten a set of nicer chairs for the two of them — with proper cushioning, and the ability to recline.
But his mind swings from that flash of a memory to the present in the briefest of moments, his eyes likewise fluctuating in their fixation: first on the 3D-printed flower in its housing, then on So Mi, and back again.
His befuddlement makes way for the steady swell of his sentimentality. It's an element he's worked hard to hide from all of Night City but failed parlously, having been accused of it getting in his way by the likes of Regina, and it having been targeted by opponents who thought they could get a leg up on him with it. They were often proven wrong with the pull of a trigger out of spite.
So Mi, however, seems to respect it, this mawkishness of his. This gesture suggests she might even like it about him — an impossible thought to V's mind, but it presents itself to him all the same. To be liked at all, truly liked, perhaps even loved, resides firmly within the realm of the inconceivable.
It did for a long time, at least. That same outlandish concept now seems to shift towards the perimeter of the plane it's been confined in; the grey area between possible and impossible — the one that might keep him awake all night, for several nights in a row.
At last, that thought, too, inevitably fades in the face of the tangible reality – which he can't dispute, no matter how he might try – materializing in front of him. A smile begins touching his face, smoothing out the lines across his forehead and between his eyebrows, and instead etching them from his nose to the corners of his mouth.
He's tickled by this gift, amused, and endlessly endeared, both by it in itself and the meaning apparently attached to it.
Oh, they've made some good memories, all right — and more will be needed yet to fully drown out the fading sting of the betrayal that tainted all that came before it. He wishes he were the type not to hold grudges. It'd all be so much easier to just forgive and forget. The upside, he thinks, is that it makes their recovery from what once was all the more meaningful.
It's uncomfortable at times, difficult and painful even, but all the more worth it because of it.
In moments like these, though, she makes forgetting his apprehension and the reason for it so damned easy.
❛ Huh. Thanks! That's ... real sweet, actually. ❜ His teeth flash as his expression toes the line between an entertained grin and a soft-hearted smile — and at last, he takes the terrarium from So Mi's hands.
He swears he can feel his fingertips brush past her knuckles even as he attempts to avoid it for her sake. He also swears he can feel his stomach churn with the same yearning he's tried to beat down more than once.
The feeling goes ignored as he steps aside, pushing the door farther open with his back.
❛ Let's make some more good memories then. I've got a few cold ones we can crack open — and better chairs for us to sit on this time around, while you tell me how you got your hands on this pretty print. ❜
#yakam0z#❛ thread / v.#ah ... AAAA#i mean excuse any typos as i am Tired but i'm :reee: rn#still so feral for them .... and how they're trying to overcome what transpired bt them gaEHRGAHRGA ...#him not knowing she made it herself ... aSDFHGH ...#refuse to promise he won't go super sentimental once he realises 💞
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ok soim gonna ramble about the wedding in the tags cos this is my diary lol kitty dont read this (she's not been on tumblr in ages it should b fine pfft)
#personal#ok so first of all it was a very overwhelming but amazing day!#the food was INCREDIBLE lol i honestly want the recipe for the chickpea fritters (that were covered in sesame seeds) like asap lol#sad i never got to have an italian pizza#(partly cos i was mainly w/ my mum who cant eat too much wheat rip...)#the venue was also amazing! there were all these animals (it's like a sanctuary thing?)#it was a shame it was cloudy and rainy that day but it wasnt too bad lol#(like look im english i'm used to it being rainy and cloudy 90% of the time pfft)#the actual vows ceremony part was honestly a highlight#i cried lol (it was a mixture of things... i was tired and overwhelmed... also i love my sister a lot ofc lol)#(also didnt help my mum was bawling her eyes out next to me pfft)#(also wasnt the only one cos when we went to say goodbye all my other sister's were crying too pfft...)#her husband's family were a Lot but all super lovely!#what was really funny is that they sat us on tables w/ a mixture of italian and english guests#and on both our table and one of the others everyone was bonding by showing each other pictures of their pets pfft#(mainly cats lol)#the dj wasnt that great pfft (yes i was mainly annoyed that there was no kpop cos i think my sis said she wanted to include some...)#i did get up and dance v awkwardly (mainly forced to by one of his sisters pfft) but it was fun lol#ohh and her dress(es) were seriously stunning!#the one for the main ceremony was like a classic victorian(?) sorta style#with an amazinggg 30s style veil!#her evening dress was shorter and she'd sewn the flowers we'd all been helping make for her on it#and it was honestly just so gorgeous#(i might try posting some of pics of it if i can?)#she also made her husband's waistcoat which matched the colours in her dress :')#struggling writing this rn cos i have a very needy cat trying to demand attentino lol#(we picked them up from the cattery today and i think they had a p tough time :(((( i missed them so much honestly)#anyway so the not so great things were the photographers (which ?? there were two ??? why ??)#they were really invasive and annoying lol#half my family couldnt even see my sis get married cos they were in the way ugh
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man i love drawing biker heheh
#trashcan's wips#my interpretation of xem in the outfit xe're wearing on xyr official 10th anniversary print :V#gonna finish this tmrw probs i'm tired asf rn
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#diana's music diary#good evening I got up way earlier actually but then went back to sleep for a while#been very tired lately cause I've been waking up through the night a lot...#should maybe see my doctor about that again... my old medication helped with that but this new one does the opposite... bleh...#yesterday I didn't do much really I was just hanging out with friends and stuff...#earlier today I got my merry and renko fumos though I'm v happy about that and will take pics 😊#aaand I also got my puppy ears and tail U^w^U#I might take pics with those on idk... I don't feel that great about my appearance rn so maybe I'll do that another day...#I spent most of the day awkwardly waiting for those though so idk what to do now...#honestly my head has been a bit blurry melty fuzzy today again as is usual so I don't expect to do much.. maybe I'll doodle a bit at least?#let's try to make today nice and cozy and good friends <3
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If I have to stop everything I'm doing to help another older coworker figure out how to navigate working their work computer, I will lose it
#in the middle of virtual meetings too!!!#I had my headphones on and the Teams screen up full screen what is not clicking!#I'm sorry im just v tired#search engines exist pls just figure it out I have so much backlog i cant rn#sorry I'll delete later#i just feel ready to explode rn#personal#ignore me
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me writing notes for a reply to an ask that i shouldn't reply to but i want to bc i want to retraumatize byan like
#I shouldn't I shouldn't I shouldn't but I'm gonna#I have too many drafts as it is but I neeeeed iiiiiiiiiiiiit#........im a little tipsy rn & v tired ok don't. don't look at me#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.
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My doctor messaging me at 12:30 in the morning to tell me she wants to do a telehealth visit abt the side effects I'm having with my new Lamotrigine dose (including worse insomnia than my usual insomnia, as u may have guessed lmao) is. something.
#text post#like i know why i am awake babe why are YOU awake this late#and god why do we have to do another visit#they aren't bad enough to make me stop this dose and i haven't been on the new dose long enough to let it even out#can i not just Not have to do another uncomfortable visit where even if things turn out okay after#i later feel like I'm still not being wholly trusted/treated like i know my body and how i feel#i had worse side effects restarting this med months ago and we didn't have any additional visits for that#they fucking forgot to even book me for a f/u and i had to call in and beg for one basically#and then they misbooked it for the wrong reason and with the wrong doctor#and made it out like it was my fault when i made clear i begged and told the receptionist i spoke to to book said appt#that it needed to b with my doc for the Lamotrigine and that i hadn't been told when to follow up so i was just. doing it#bc she said i needed to but then didn't say when to book it#they're trying hard and im trying to give them grace but then this shit happens and like#im tired. makes me want to go into my new doc like nah never mind im fine. don't ask me nothing and i won't bug you with anything#unless im dying or nearly dead already.#would suck beyond believe attempting to raw dog life mostly again but goddamn. im so sick of this lack of stability with my care#anyway. probably an appt next Tuesday which is great#that's the week of the weekend that i work again and the week before my bday#(a bday I'll be working now which I'm not normally irked abt but. i am a bit rn)#so cool. yeah. let's stack anxiety and fear over a medical appt on top of everything else for that week#and that's not counting that this weekend I've been tasked with buying and getting signed a v expensive and rare figure#for my mum's bf and I'm kind of terrified im gonna fuck it up#he paid for tickets to the con the figure will be sold at and that the person he wants to sign it will be at#so if i fuck this up he'll want (understandably) to be paid back asap for that#and that's money i don't fucking have rn#i really wish she had waited till the actual day proper to contact me bc i couldn't sleep before this#and now i definitely cant bc like#it's dumb. but what if she takes my med away. it isn't perfect but it works better than any other med I've tried#what if she wants me to try a new one. i cant do that and b dealing with major side effects during the intense work schedule#that'll be happening for me v soon and then into November
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Ive come to the conclusion that I do in fact like marcia and marcellus as friends but in a very different way than I like Marcia and silas as friends. Marcia and silas only really think the other is annoying and lazy/stubborn etc respectively. Neither of them have actually Done something worthy of Outright Hatred they just argue over petty shit. Marcia and marcellus however. Well. That is very different
#sep talks#septimus heap#marcia overstrand#marcellus pye#silas heap#going to put the rest in a rb partly bc I'm v tired and need to not be thinking rn#and partly so I don't potentially put like 16 paragraphs of text in the sep heap tag
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Anyway, here's my new SynthesizerV Original song:
Snowfall ft. Feng Yi and Natalie
Have a listen if you are so inclined, thanks
#music#synthv#vocaloid#synthesizer v#youtube#vocal synth#feng yi#natalie#synthv natalie#synthv feng yi#this video took half the night to upload and process on youtube for some reason#i'm so tired rn#Youtube
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I’m so glad you powered through! Hate that you had to endure that stress to begin with
Thank you it’s honestly such a relief 😭 It's not perfect but it's enough to keep me going & I'm hoping my own space will mean more energy to work on my personal projects. Fingers crossed!!!
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WEEN KICKED SO MUCH ASS
#i am v tired and euphoric rn that was such a good concert#my babygirl shredded so hard#they played like all of my favorite songs it was so fun#i made eye contact with both gene and dean#but i haven't shut up about making eye contact with dean ugh#he's even hotter in person i'm sorry
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#love when. the chronic illness is chronicalling and i genuinely enjoyed dinner but#my stomach did not! and i sit there for a minute trying to measure the intensity of it of#do i need to excuse myself rn. do i need to play videos v loud so my family does not hear me getting sick.#i HATE when they can hear me being sick bc then mom gets upset bc she thinks its her fault or mamaw does and like. its not!! your fault!#it's not mine either. i just.#i'm so tired lol#.txt#dl.txt
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